Walking Within The Lines

WOOW!
Finally New Moon is out! Watched twice in the cinemas.
Yesterday with sally & mail, today with aidil.
This is love!

In my opinion,
the hottest cast in the movie is...
ALICE & JACOB!
Alice is so hot and i would turn lesbian for her,
while Jacob is charming.

Although I've read New Moon,
my opinion of the whole story is that
Edward is being selfish towards Bella.
YES I KNOW it's for Bella's own good because
no one would wanna choose to be in a vampire's life.
BUT then, love is blind.
Bella would do all ways and means just to see Edward,
even by being reckless.
Well i think most girls would that. Yes, no?
AND Bella would do anything to save Edward's life.
Okay enough of the story, Alice is the hottest. -.-

Went walking around bugis, played Daytona.
I'm in 3rd position, some stranger kid the 1st!,
sally's 2nd and mila last WAHAHAHA.

Went to illuma's arcade after that and
all the games machines there are pretty cool cause they're rare,
not like other typical arcade.
Sat at the sky garden and went back home.



Earlier on after the movie with aidil, we went to Suntec
to have dinner & went to the arcade.
Played Daytona again and i beat aidil WAHAHAHAHHA.
Played the hand hockey idk whats the name & i won WAHAHAHAHA.

I'm kinda addicted to Daytona. I wanna become a racer,
HAHAHAH LIKE REAL.



Where you are is the right place for me.
- Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3.

I almost got knocked down by a car which is of full speed,
and did not signalled that it was going to turn.

I thought my grandmom was admitted
because of normal aged sickness.
But i got to know earlier on that she'll be
having her scope procedure on her liver tmr
and doctor says there will be lots of risks involved.

No wonder when i visit her with sally,
5 doctors came and said they need
around 10-20 minutes with her.
I really wonder why there's alot of docs.
I'm just worried sick.
Hope everything will be fine & she will get well soon.

Aidil is in JB now.
His bike have been in a cranky mood yet he still goes there,
and i'm worried sick about him too.

I feel like crying.

Sometimes i just don't understand why people
like to poke on other people's business.
AM I A BURDEN TOWARDS YOU?

I know i am jobless now.
I don't need people to rub it in.

Conversation 1

U: Dah dapat kerja? Sekarang kerja kat mane?
Me: Belum... Tgh carik ni...
U: ASEK TGH CARIK JE!! SEND LAH RESUME KAT INTERNET
Me: *Silence*
( My mom were there & she was pissed too )

Conversation 2

L: Fara kau maseh carik kerja? Kau kerja ape sekarang?
Me: Tgh carik.. Rezeki belum datang..
L: Carik lah cepat2!

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Who the EFF are you people to give me that kind of attitude.
AM I USING YOUR MONEY? NO.
AM I LIVING OFF YOU? NO.

AND bukannye aku tak carik pe.. Hari2 aku carik..
REZEKI belum datang.
Menyusahkan korang per? Parents aku takder lah tanye aku.
Parents aku sendiri tak suke kau tanye aku gitu.
It's not even your EFF business for goodness sake.
MYOB!

I don't mind if people ask me.
BUT why must they give me that kind of remarks,
it's like as if i'm using their money or i'm a burden to them.

I don't care if people wanna look down on me.
BY ALL MEANS.
because at the end of the day, I WILL PROVE THEM WRONG.

OH YA,
If you think that you're doing great & you look down people like us,
ALL THE BEST TO YOU!
Because anything can happen.
Life is not always with rainbows and butterflies.

Sometimes i'm really frustrated with myself,
for not having a goal in life.
I don't even know what i'm gonna do in the future.
All in my mind is..
" Let nature take its own course "

There is no AIM to what i wanted.
BECAUSE I DON'T EFF KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT.
Isn't that frustrating enough?

Every night i would think...
Think & think until i got fed up with myself that i can't sleep..
But no use getting fed up..
Everytime i woke up.. I always tell myself..
" Always look on the bright side of life "

My nyai is in the hospital now due to
drug allergy i think.
Arep met with an accident.
This really freaks me out.

I don't know.
Things can happen with a split second.
ANYTHING can happen UNEXPECTEDLY.
I hate unexpected things.
Because i don't wanna find myself
UNEXPECTEDLY crying my hearts out.

Im EFF weak.
I cry at the slightest thing.
No matter how hard i control, it just flows out automatically.
That's my weakness.

I'm overcoming it.
I've tried to control it.
I can see that i'm stronger than whom i am.
& i hope this will be permanent.
If not, then i have to accept myself for
being born like this.

& i hope people can accept me for who i am.

Let's all hope for the best.

EIGHTH.
xoxo