Walking Within The Lines

Alot have been happening lately.
My paternal grandmom just passed away recently. :'(

But she's in a better place right now.
We'll miss you.<3

It's hard to believe things will
really really be very different now with
the departures of my 2 grandmoms one after another.
It's hard to face the fact that now I have no grandparents.

It's only the start of 2011.
& I know this is fate.

2010 have been a challenging year for me.

Life's a climb,
but the view is great.

What I can never forget about 2010?

Firstly of course,
the surgery I had during the beginning of 2010.
It was funny how my god-cousin thought
I went for a boob job. -.-
It was a surgery to remove what's not supposed
to be inside my breast.
An experience indeed.
Now I just have to pray hard that it won't grow again.

Secondly,
GREEN DAY CONCERT.
Trust me, I've been waiting for this concert
since I'm underage, with my god-cousin,
We will watch greenday on youtubes together,
slept over at my house and watch the concert
together. And of course I can never forget
how Tre Cool(the drummer) waved at me
while he is in the car leaving the stadium.

Thirdly,
Nyai's departure. :'(
Till now, I can't really get over how
fast she left us. It was really out of sudden.
Because to me,
she's the strongest and healthiest
gradmom i've known.
But I know that, she will forever be in my heart.
I miss her so much and it is so hard
trying to face the fact that everything
is so different now.
But I believe she is in a peaceful place
right now.
I miss you, Nyai. I really do.

Goodbye 2010,
Hello 2011.

xoxo
 

You know, ever since I came back
from my BKK trip, I feel like I don't have a life.
I mean, my schedule sucks after the trip,
this week is night shift all the way till new year.

It's a cycle, go to work, go home.
Unless Aidil fetch me or I'm on morning shift
with plans.
Honestly I'm sick and tired of shift jobs.
I'm looking for an office hours job.
At least I have weekends off.
One day off per week is never enough.
What's more with a self centered management
like mine.
Don't care about the social being of their staffs.

Aidil will be going for a surgery next month
for his arm which can dislocate anytime anywhere. LOL.
Last year January I went for sugery, this year his turn.
Kite jiwe. HAHAHAHA erm k. -.-

Oh ya, almost a year after my surgery,
I can still feel numb. I googled & it said that
it might be due to nerve damaged.
I'm scared to go to KKH to check
because I'm afraid of another surgery,
and it may cost money only for consultation.
Haiyah dilemma.
But so far although I can feel the throbbing pain
once in a while, it is not really affecting my life.
Everytime I whined about how ugly the scar is,
Aidil will always say to me that it is the scar of bravery
to go under the knife. :')
So maybe I'll just wait for the numbess to go away.
Patience it is.

I have BKK pictures to update BUT
my computer which have all the pictures crashed.
I can't upload pictures to my Netbook because
I have yet to buy external hard drive. Pfft.

Till then people!
 

And the world looks so much brighter,
with you by my side.

♥

Guess what?
I'm one of the winners for the contest!
& i'm super dooper happy! :D

I can finally buy a polaroid camera and strike
it off my wishlist! :D

What's the contest all about?
I just have to write in my dreamjob,
and I must say that I'm lucky to won it because
I've never won any contest before..
...except for the poem contest when
i was in secondary school and won myself
Popular vouchers. TEEHEE.

Oh ya! JobsDB is having another dreamjob contest.
Try your luck!
Just write in about your dream job & if it gets featured,
you will win yourselfs $50!

Click on the link to join!
http://engage.sg.jobsdb.com/dream-job/get-featured-and-win-50/

Oh I got featured too. HEH.
 

 

To read about my dream job, click on this link! :D
http://engage.sg.jobsdb.com/dream-job/4-dreams-4-me/

December so far have been totally great for me.
Went to bangkok with the family for 4 days 3 night,
will update about it soon!

& I won $100 MSQ vouchers for the lucky draw
at our Dinner & Dance!

Let's hope 2011 will be awesome too!
:D